I'm not sure what to say...I suppose I should start out with who I am, although I don't have that quite figured out just yet.
What I always know, and never question is that I'm a hardcore Christian and in love with my boyfriend Rod. The word boyfriend just doesn't seem to do him justice, though. It's more than that...we're like amigos del alma (friends of the soul).
He's like my oasis, my sanctuary in this insane/harsh/immoral/scary world. No matter what I say or if I get upset, I never stop loving him. Not even for a second.
I feel like I can be vulnerable with him. I don't have to water down my personality so I don't overwhelm him. When I talk to him I never feel as if I need to impress him or hold back what I really feel. I can be real with him, and I hope and pray that I can be his safe place, too.
I can't physically be with him right now, for reasons beyond our power, but even though he's a thousand miles away, I never for a second think of giving up on him. I haven't seen him for close to five months...but I can just feel throughout my being that he's worth it and there's no way I could ever want anyone else but him. I don't know how else to explain it.
Love is such a cliche' subject, but if I could only say one thing to prove that we're truly meant to be I would point out that our hands are exactly the same size, and fit together perfectly. And I just know that our hearts are the same way